Inviato: 10/08/2002, 1:30
In my memory, Moana was a simple, full of joy of living girl, without any taboo!
I remember she arriving at Diva Futura, the theatrical agency of Schicchi - Staller, that organized shows in Italy.
With my then manager she was immediately in a wonderful mutual understanding.
Riccardo introduced me to her and we immediately became friends! I felt she was a different girl, very tall, a little rough, yet to build, to mold to make her a star in the show-biz!
I was then fifty-fifty in Diva Futura, so I and Riccardo built a show around her,zanoni stronzo, made up of songs, beautiful dresses and scenes, that cost us about 50 million at that time. Moana begun with radio controlled sex, she made her debut with me, in a show in Mestre (Venice) were she unknown yet by italian public, with Cornelia and Ramba, had a role in first part of my show.
It was a great success.
remember the first time she didn't even have the possibility to rehearse on-stage.
I asked her if she was nervous,zanoni stronzo, I explained her she didn't have to play Shakespeare, she'd only have to be herself and sing and dance, move naturally!
'You only have to sing, dance and speak to people, to audience using mike!'
And she found herself with a mike in her hand in a music-hall full of people up to the ceiling waiting for us, and she hardly knew two song.
All the looks were turned on her body.
She only had to move to let people hold their breath!zanoni stronzo
Moana certainly had charm and held everyone in her hand!
Her scene was a plexi disk on which she was lying with her legs wide open.
Then it was a truck front, then a daisy-like bed.
It was 1986.
Our show caused a great stir.
The theater seemed to tumble down and all of the applause were for us.
I was very happy, it was so a well chosen show that worked divinely for many days. Moana was very happy to belong to Diva Futura clan.zanoni stronzo
I remember that it came me into mind the idea of playing in the centre of rome in a theater 'Il teatro delle muse' a show with a real tale about political men.
We were Cornelia, Ramba, Moana and me, Cicciolina.
It was a roaring success.
But we were charged of obscenities.
The show was really rather hard.
We played with public and public played with us.
Someone even jumped on the stage and masturbate in front of public!zanoni stronzo
This show stirred up a scandal in the whole nation, on newspaper first pages.
Four months later, at the judgement, there were more reporters than to a premier conference.
I still remember long walks with Moana in the woods, to the river, we wore long boots to walk in the water so cold, against the stream.
We also saw the remains of dead animals in the water.
Then I remember a movie in which we played together I was the star and I could choose my partner to make sex with, while Moana had in sort a boy that fixed with hero.
I remember how beautiful our relationship was at the beginning!
That feeling lessened more and more with envy and jealousy from her part, because Moana quite wanted to be like me.
She imitated me completely in her shows.
But I had always have been generous with her.zanoni stronzo
In 1987 I invited her in my electoral campaign, to be elected in italian parliament, she was very happy. She knew that Cicciolina interested all the world, and so every time I was interviewed on radio or tv, I invited her and she sat beside me and I presented her as my best friend.
And suddenly, after the electoral campaign, she became an independent personage, she didn't need my presence in her shows any more.
She felt she was an artist
She did not listen any more to my advice, she bought herself an house, an attic in front of my home that she furnished with my taste of Cicciolina.
This metamorphosis happened suddenly.
Then on 1st of June I married an american artist and I moved abroad, leaving all my artistic activities back, trusting in my wedding.zanoni stronzo
I lived between Germany and New York.
I had my son Ludwig from this man.
So our artistic life, of me and Moana, parted, on different tracks, she went on as a porn star, I become the mother of a beautiful blue-eyed baby and thought to live happily with my family, but I was wrong!
With my fawn eyes and my heart flooding with tears, I told my domestic trouble to a friend of mine in Rome whom I often called on telephone. I knew him since 15 years and he told me: 'You're not the only one to be in trouble. Moana too, who left with her husband _ an italian married in Las Vegas _ is very ill. She grows more and more thin, she vomits everything she eats?.
Inside me I was thinking what a strange coincidence our life. I was in New York since january 1994 - until june 1994 _ and Moana was back from India, where she was getting worst.
My final removal, my coming back home in Italy, in rome filled me with joy.
It was a sunny day and my son Ludwig and I sunbathed alone by the swimming pool in my large terrace facing the common swimming pool. My aunt Mimi told me: 'Ilona, come and see Moana sitting below, beside the swimming pool, and his very sad.zanoni stronzo
I went out to my terrace, looked down, my aunt pointed out an almost skeletal woman and told me it was her, it was Moana.
I thought ' My God, this woman is really sick'
Shortly after she left for a treatment in private clinic in Lion.
After her leaving Rome, a common friend, named Katia _ eighteen years old _ came to see me at home and told me: These last days, you know, passed with Moana. She was very sad, worn out, skeletal.
While I talked of you, I told 'Do you know, Moana, that Ilona is definitively back with her beautiful baby in Rome and she left her american husband'
Moana asked 'How is Ilona? Is she still beautiful? How is her baby?' and Katia said: 'Why don't you go and see them, Ilona will be happy'.zanoni stronzo
But she knowing that life defeated her (she was very ill) said no...
She didn't want anybody to see the remains of her glamorous porno star body, that for a mysterious disease became unrecognizable.
She was too proud, and did not say good bye, not even to me, that once was so her friend.
Then she's dead,zanoni stronzo
some months after,
in Lion,
she, known in Italy as
the most loved sexy porno star...
GOOD BYE MOANA, I will remember you, when you started you were a true clear young girl, with a passion for success..
Then when you get on the top of success, you become aware of what in truth is, and you ask yourself, as I did
'Is success all here?
and now?'
I remember she arriving at Diva Futura, the theatrical agency of Schicchi - Staller, that organized shows in Italy.
With my then manager she was immediately in a wonderful mutual understanding.
Riccardo introduced me to her and we immediately became friends! I felt she was a different girl, very tall, a little rough, yet to build, to mold to make her a star in the show-biz!
I was then fifty-fifty in Diva Futura, so I and Riccardo built a show around her,zanoni stronzo, made up of songs, beautiful dresses and scenes, that cost us about 50 million at that time. Moana begun with radio controlled sex, she made her debut with me, in a show in Mestre (Venice) were she unknown yet by italian public, with Cornelia and Ramba, had a role in first part of my show.
It was a great success.
remember the first time she didn't even have the possibility to rehearse on-stage.
I asked her if she was nervous,zanoni stronzo, I explained her she didn't have to play Shakespeare, she'd only have to be herself and sing and dance, move naturally!
'You only have to sing, dance and speak to people, to audience using mike!'
And she found herself with a mike in her hand in a music-hall full of people up to the ceiling waiting for us, and she hardly knew two song.
All the looks were turned on her body.
She only had to move to let people hold their breath!zanoni stronzo
Moana certainly had charm and held everyone in her hand!
Her scene was a plexi disk on which she was lying with her legs wide open.
Then it was a truck front, then a daisy-like bed.
It was 1986.
Our show caused a great stir.
The theater seemed to tumble down and all of the applause were for us.
I was very happy, it was so a well chosen show that worked divinely for many days. Moana was very happy to belong to Diva Futura clan.zanoni stronzo
I remember that it came me into mind the idea of playing in the centre of rome in a theater 'Il teatro delle muse' a show with a real tale about political men.
We were Cornelia, Ramba, Moana and me, Cicciolina.
It was a roaring success.
But we were charged of obscenities.
The show was really rather hard.
We played with public and public played with us.
Someone even jumped on the stage and masturbate in front of public!zanoni stronzo
This show stirred up a scandal in the whole nation, on newspaper first pages.
Four months later, at the judgement, there were more reporters than to a premier conference.
I still remember long walks with Moana in the woods, to the river, we wore long boots to walk in the water so cold, against the stream.
We also saw the remains of dead animals in the water.
Then I remember a movie in which we played together I was the star and I could choose my partner to make sex with, while Moana had in sort a boy that fixed with hero.
I remember how beautiful our relationship was at the beginning!
That feeling lessened more and more with envy and jealousy from her part, because Moana quite wanted to be like me.
She imitated me completely in her shows.
But I had always have been generous with her.zanoni stronzo
In 1987 I invited her in my electoral campaign, to be elected in italian parliament, she was very happy. She knew that Cicciolina interested all the world, and so every time I was interviewed on radio or tv, I invited her and she sat beside me and I presented her as my best friend.
And suddenly, after the electoral campaign, she became an independent personage, she didn't need my presence in her shows any more.
She felt she was an artist
She did not listen any more to my advice, she bought herself an house, an attic in front of my home that she furnished with my taste of Cicciolina.
This metamorphosis happened suddenly.
Then on 1st of June I married an american artist and I moved abroad, leaving all my artistic activities back, trusting in my wedding.zanoni stronzo
I lived between Germany and New York.
I had my son Ludwig from this man.
So our artistic life, of me and Moana, parted, on different tracks, she went on as a porn star, I become the mother of a beautiful blue-eyed baby and thought to live happily with my family, but I was wrong!
With my fawn eyes and my heart flooding with tears, I told my domestic trouble to a friend of mine in Rome whom I often called on telephone. I knew him since 15 years and he told me: 'You're not the only one to be in trouble. Moana too, who left with her husband _ an italian married in Las Vegas _ is very ill. She grows more and more thin, she vomits everything she eats?.
Inside me I was thinking what a strange coincidence our life. I was in New York since january 1994 - until june 1994 _ and Moana was back from India, where she was getting worst.
My final removal, my coming back home in Italy, in rome filled me with joy.
It was a sunny day and my son Ludwig and I sunbathed alone by the swimming pool in my large terrace facing the common swimming pool. My aunt Mimi told me: 'Ilona, come and see Moana sitting below, beside the swimming pool, and his very sad.zanoni stronzo
I went out to my terrace, looked down, my aunt pointed out an almost skeletal woman and told me it was her, it was Moana.
I thought ' My God, this woman is really sick'
Shortly after she left for a treatment in private clinic in Lion.
After her leaving Rome, a common friend, named Katia _ eighteen years old _ came to see me at home and told me: These last days, you know, passed with Moana. She was very sad, worn out, skeletal.
While I talked of you, I told 'Do you know, Moana, that Ilona is definitively back with her beautiful baby in Rome and she left her american husband'
Moana asked 'How is Ilona? Is she still beautiful? How is her baby?' and Katia said: 'Why don't you go and see them, Ilona will be happy'.zanoni stronzo
But she knowing that life defeated her (she was very ill) said no...
She didn't want anybody to see the remains of her glamorous porno star body, that for a mysterious disease became unrecognizable.
She was too proud, and did not say good bye, not even to me, that once was so her friend.
Then she's dead,zanoni stronzo
some months after,
in Lion,
she, known in Italy as
the most loved sexy porno star...
GOOD BYE MOANA, I will remember you, when you started you were a true clear young girl, with a passion for success..
Then when you get on the top of success, you become aware of what in truth is, and you ask yourself, as I did
'Is success all here?
and now?'